I now understand Linny's time on the blog. I am in tears by all of your comments.
Yes, I am scared and not very spiritual feeling at the moment. That's being vulnerable from this Pastor's heart to yours. I awoke with the though, why the two times? Then it hit me, she's going to say yes to one, no to the other. When I went on Linn's blog and read that she had posted the same concern I thought, no Lord this can't happen. When i talked to Linn I started to cry and told her, "this can't happen - our family sticks together and they are family ! We will do whatever it takes to get them home." Of course then I sit here back in reality and realize we are powerless. Powerless to change anything. I'm here way to far away to use any persuasive lawyer skills that i use to use. Powerless to try to talk to the judge personally. Powerless to figure this thing out. I hate powerlessness. But God!
Your comments let us know we are not alone. We know that but words of encouragement are like a sweet spring rain to this thirsty heart.
But God. Yes, but God. In my weakness He is strong! In my powerlessness He has all the power. Teaching time again Lord? You, Lord, are all powerful. The heart of the judge is in your hand. So I though weak will rise up in the power of the cross. We will pray together, we have seen His mighty hand before, we will see it again. Move the heart of the judge Lord, move!
Thanks for standing with us and listening to the ramblings of my heart. I might have to write a book sometime that's called "The Confessions of a Blog Addicted Wife's Husband - subtitled - "She was right after all!" (Sorry guys!) dwight